There is a storybook called 'Daddy's Little Secret' by Tina Davish, the story is so touching and sad that it maked me cried more than 1 time ;DD anyway it IS a true story..........so i strongly recommend it :))...........Now it's Chinese New Year in my country..... although it is Chinese New Year but there is nothing difference to mi it is still a normal day to mi................... i kind of felt uncomfortable to go to my families house............ although we ARE family but still we are like strangers..............we only met each other once a year...... its not like we are living very far to each other it is just a bus ride for 30Min's for even lesser....... it is just that...we don't contact to each other..........i don't know what actually happen to the adults but the only things we said to each other is just normal greetings and that's it............... as long as we eat our Reunion dinner peace and quiet then every thing is ok to mi........... they are like the strangers that i passed by everyday, every time or even every second they seem to be in a place that i can't even see them...............well i kind of get used to it, after all this years.................... Chinese new year sure is bored to mi : /
all i will be doing is listening to the music and day dreaming all day long..... this is all the memories that i had for my families and its always will be the same tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and even in the future...................THE END
